I remember in the summer of 2010 I decided to go to a gay bar with my lesbian friend Aisha and her gilfriend. I just got over a sad time in my life.Kael had just told me he liked a girl at his church and I was soooo jealous of her.I wanted Kael to like me instead. I just wanted to cry in a corner. I decided to
go to a gay club so I could be surrounded by sexy sweaty men. I wanted to find a new crush.I wanted to find a man to hold me in his arms.I was jealous of those rich girls who had money and alot of guys hitting on them.I wanted to be those rich girls.